Saturday, October 14, 2006


So this has been a running blog for some time. I haven't posted it yet because I didn't feel like there was enough posted. Its ready now though, well after this one it will be.

CR was great this time around. It was beautiful, this little guy is a Coati. Hes like a raccoon in the tropics of Costa Rica. This one we found on the side of the road near Arenal, where there is an active volcano. We got to see the volcano erupt, IT WAS AWESOME! Probably one of the more beautiful things I have personally seen in my life.
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I want my life back, or my happiness. What the hell happened to me I was happy. Does this happen every year like I think it does, is this really just the weather slowly killing me.
I don't know, maybe one day I will understand my own thoughts, but it doesn't look like that day is coming any time soon.
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I can't fix him, I cannot be my brothers keeper. Not anymore I suppose. Is there something more I can say? Is there anything more that I can understand about this mess.
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the tainted souls of our forgotten lore, reminds us of those days yet if forgotten you may ask how can we remember though the mind may dismiss the heart does not and alas we are at a crossroads in which we are standing with one foot towards the north the other towards the west.
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I fear my life. I fear I will be a horrid wife. I don't know why, I just fear it like no ones business.
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Its amazing this thing we call life. Sometimes you're up sometimes you're down but you always are. Either way there is hope....

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