So it was a beautiful day today here in the South. From what I understand it ws a beautiful day in both coasts. I hope everything back home is going grand, I will drive back tomorrow, possibly stoping for a bit of religious refeshener. Everything here is as good as to be expected. I wish I were back overseas though. PErhaps I feel like a forginer here because I was gone so long. two years is a long time when its a tenth of your life. There are so many who are against what I do, and yet so many who suport me whereever I go. It boggles my mind sometimes. Its just one of those things where the people who suport you, thats great and all, but some of the most important people in your life don't suport you. They think your crazy and should do something else, and should be someplace other than where you are in your life. I can't really explain my ramblings when I am this tired. I've done a very good job droping the two most negative influences in mylife. I can't think of too many more that need to be disposed of. Well I should get some rest. I tire right now and I have a long drive ahead of me tomorrow. Take care cruel world. I hope that I can dream dreams of happy things tonight.........
"Tomorrow the birds will sing: CC

Yes I know long tempo no write~o....its a transitioning period I suppose. So much has happened in so little time I have no idea where to start. First off, my boo and I will be going to meet the families soon. There we will finally cross the gauntlet as they say and endure the others family. I am sure his isn't as bad as mine is. Or at least, I couldn't possibly dream how they could be.
Then there is the no work at work thing....I think they keep us only for good measure. The whole what if factor. Oh well, my BA orBS will be on its way sooner than I thought then I suppose. Sobriety for six months wouldn't be so hard if it didn't include coffee liquors.....I mean I like to have some Baileys in my coffee on those Satuday's where I feel like doing nothing but reading, and drinking my coffee. Thats alright.....the spooty ness of it all . I really do miss my spooty bunnie. His cuteness used to brighten my day, and now I have no brightening of days lest it be an email or a phone call from far far away. Sometimes I feel like I'm in a completely different world. I guess it is to me.
"It's getting dark, too dark too see, feel like I'm knockn' on heavens door..."~G&R