"Time is a valuable thing, watch it slip by as the pendulum swings...I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matter...."
Welcome to 2005 ladies and gentle-folk.....
First day of the new year, and I must say, it was a doosey......
My heart still breaks a little more each time I leave. I know it is a necessary evil, it is how we chose to live our lives and that the ends will justify the means, but I die a little inside each time I leave, this time was particularly hard.
So be it as it may, the world has Monday off (by the world I mean some people who are lucky enough to not be me.....or those who DO work on Monday) and I will be at my desk, and/or running around like a chicken with my head cut off and its tail feathers on fire.
Today is not an optimistic day, nor is it a pessimistic day, it is just another day...my quotes from music may seem to lean on the pessimistic side, but I swear, today just was...
Charles, my fear will not subside.....I have tried the positive thinking, and it works for a little bit, till I hear news to make it return.......
Sanity is a virtue, and a privilege not all of us can obtain....
"A moment came that stopped me on a dime.....talking about options and talking bout sweet time...hows it hit you when you get that kind of news, man what do you do? ... He said... I went sky diving, I went rocky mountain climbing, I went 2.7 seconds on a bull named blue man-choo, and I loved deeper and I spoke sweeter, and I gave forgiveness I've been denying, and he said someday I hope you get the chance to live like you were dying, live like tomorrow was a gift and you've got eternity to think "What did you do with it?""
Welcome to 2005 ladies and gentle-folk.....
First day of the new year, and I must say, it was a doosey......
My heart still breaks a little more each time I leave. I know it is a necessary evil, it is how we chose to live our lives and that the ends will justify the means, but I die a little inside each time I leave, this time was particularly hard.
So be it as it may, the world has Monday off (by the world I mean some people who are lucky enough to not be me.....or those who DO work on Monday) and I will be at my desk, and/or running around like a chicken with my head cut off and its tail feathers on fire.
Today is not an optimistic day, nor is it a pessimistic day, it is just another day...my quotes from music may seem to lean on the pessimistic side, but I swear, today just was...
Charles, my fear will not subside.....I have tried the positive thinking, and it works for a little bit, till I hear news to make it return.......
Sanity is a virtue, and a privilege not all of us can obtain....
"A moment came that stopped me on a dime.....talking about options and talking bout sweet time...hows it hit you when you get that kind of news, man what do you do? ... He said... I went sky diving, I went rocky mountain climbing, I went 2.7 seconds on a bull named blue man-choo, and I loved deeper and I spoke sweeter, and I gave forgiveness I've been denying, and he said someday I hope you get the chance to live like you were dying, live like tomorrow was a gift and you've got eternity to think "What did you do with it?""
