So its been forever and a day since I posted one of these. Perhaps its because my computer access has been diminished to nearly none. I don't know, I was asked if this was therapeutic, and I told the askee that it was, because it is. I am in the safe desert right now, Vegas baby, Vegas, yeah. Great that I get to be the DD for them all, all the alkiholics, I get to be this nice little person and drive them around town and stay completely sober. Which would be fine, if the guys didn't get so, I don't know how to say it, Guyish when they got drunk.
I haven't heard from my boo in a while. I worry when I shouldn't, at least I can watch the news now. I worry sometimes, these guys who I work with they are all married (but one), and I wonder if my babe is going to end up like them after a few years with me. I wonder and then I think "No, there's no way that he would disrespect me like that." There is just no way and I should kick myself for thinking it, but it still crosses my mind, and I wonder if he wonders the same thing about me. I hope not. I really hope not.
There is nothing more for me to say other than hello and good bye,
"man cannot live on bread alone"