More randomness that is me....

" Afraid if we dance we might die"

So another conversation with my controversial friend. I love him to death but his ideals and thoughts might be the death of me. He doesn't agree with my career path, but that's his problem, not mine. I am proud of what I do damnit, I make a difference, or at least, sometimes I feel like I do.
We will see how much of a difference I make after I am done with this school, we will see what I am made of then.

"What you are is the beast in the lovers heart, what you are is the devil in the sweet sweet kiss, what you are is missing a piece..."

People are an intresting breed. Really, they are, if you think about it. What other species has the variants we do? How many other species have the prejudices, the thought patterns and the humanity really that we can have? Is there one?
How many other species really have a thing like malice, hate and contempt?

Here is a thought, what is a fact? Describe it to me, what is history, other than a subjective look at what happened in the past. Who writes history? The winners, that who, because the losers are out trying to piece their lives back together while the winners are debating who gets to put their name in headlights and why.
Look at the current Supreem leader (or what ever he calls himself) of Iran, the Holocaust never existed? WHAT THE HELL HE SMOKING IN HIS HUKA OVER THERE IN IRAN FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING HOLY!

So what is really going on with the world. Sometimes I think we are all slowly going to hell in a handbasket, but then in teh same instant I think how glad I am to be alove, how glad I am to be here and to be as blessed as I am . . . my thoughts are about as random as the lottery (except the fixed lottery).

..... And the winner is .... me I'm still alive.

Hello world...its me.
Lonely little me.

Since there seems to be nothing going on in my life for the next few weeks minus an ungodly amount of studying and writting papers and stuff alongs those lines, I will sit here and write for a few minutes. And then maybe go to sleep. I want to go get some pizza. mmm pizza