So I'm slightly annoyed, but once again I am at bay with my thoughts. Just because people are wrong doesn't mean I have to agree with them; oh wait I mean just because people have different (although be it very wrong) opinons about politics and such doesn't mean I have to in a bad mood for the rest of the day. People and their thoughts, thats what I'm doing though right? Thats what me, my husband and my brothers plus everyone else who wears the uniform thats what were doing right? Protecting their rights to be the most ungrateful bastards on the face of the earth. We give up a portion of our rights so they can keep theirs. So be it. I know where I stand. I'll write more when I'm not annoyed.

Hello world. There isn't much to say other than the world is falling piece by piece. It seems that everyone has problems. Including myself, but that is life isn't it? This game that we play called life is weighing heavily on my head.

A friend of mine is having troubles right now. Hes having troubles with all of life because hes not sure what he wants to do with his life, he doesn't know the kind of person he wants to grow old with, he doesn't want to commit. He has no problem with the physical commitment of a relationship, but he has an irreconicable fear of being emotionally invested in either a person or a hope. I think this is part of why he has no faith. I worry about him a great deal. I wish that I could help him.

My mother detests my marriage and thinks I'm the most evil daughter in the world, but thats ok, shes not so hot either. =)
My brothers are both going through their own transitions in life ,and to each their own I say.
I'm also kept up at night by my husband, or at least the thought of him. I miss him dearly and I fear what I read in the papers and see in the news. I fear that he won't return home to me and I will be left without him. I fear being a widow before the age of 25.

Perhaps silly of me to think these things, but you never know.