Saturday, September 27, 2003


You know I was about to write a friend of mine an email, but then I realized, that she wouldn't have the slightest clue what I was talking about, and if I went into depth and explained myself to her, then I'd be writing forever. So I figured I'd write it all here, since I owe no explanation to anyone in this blog. I can ramble on and on about nothing at all and make no sense and not have to explain my ramblings later (mind you these are sober ramblings....much different than the not so sober ones).

I watched a movie tonight with a friend of mine from work, and unfortunately I think he would like to be more than friends. Perhaps it is just here, this place that does this to people, I wish it didn't. I've met a lot of people who I am sure back in the "real" world are not bad people, nor are they idiots.......like they happen to act here. Perhaps its just here, I wonder what it is about this place, is it this place or is it our occupation that does it? I am not sure, anyhow, not that my friend made an ass out of himself or anything, but its one of those "vibe" things. A friend of mine once told me that I have an intoxicating personality, and people perceive me as flirty when I am really just trying to be nice.
I guess I just need to stop being nice huh?
I wonder what these blogs would have in them had I started these at the beginning of CLB's and my relationship, or even my current one. .......Classic song, "Take my breath away", one of the best songs to date.....love songs anyhow.
Such a tedious and timely thing...love. Everythings got to be just right, the right time, the right place, the right atmosphere, otherwise something will eventually go awry. .......DAMNIT! The rabbit just shredded the towel.......silly bunnie. Spooty Soju. Dude her hair in this video is ewwwwww...... (take my breath away), then again it was the like what 80's?
Where was I again....oh yes timing, timing is everything in this world, you have the wrong timing things can go so wrong. Perhaps everything is a bit to encompassing of a word, but I can't think of another right now.
"Su's amores perros me van a matar"

Thursday, September 25, 2003

"So it's been one of those days has it, well then sit back and enjoy the show...."
I went to bed this morning around zero dark, or early morning light, whichever you prefer, and then I get this call, nice and early, shortly after I had fallen asleep.
" Yeah we need you to come into work in uniform and blah blah blah.....at 1400" That gave me a little but more time to sleep, but not very much. Anyhow to make a very long story short, I got selected for early promotion. YIPPI! SO I get to pin on next month! SO happy.
On to other news, I got an email from my significant other yesterday saying when he got back to his post in the sandbox one of his friends had died and two others had been wounded. I almost cried. I don't want him over there anymore, I want him "home".
Of course us military types never really have what we traditionally call home' lest we concider our home of record it. So I have a lot to do when I go "home". I will, eventually. Travel the whole world. I will make it to that point at least, but for now, I will start with Brazil on leave. Yes Brazil, don't ask, its a story within itself, and I shall sign out here. Take care world,

Monday, September 15, 2003

Everyone leaves me tomorrow, not everyone, but many of the ones I knew. Perhaps it is for the best. I cannot believe I have less than ninety days left here in the ROK. Thats great, I'll be leaving here to go suck sand through a gas mask....joy...