Once again with the random ramblings... from me


There are things never said to others that need to hear them....

like I love you...
I miss you...

or

I am sorry.

There are things that are said that should be forgiven...

like I hate you
I despise you
I never wanted you

There are things that have been done that I cannot face

I still fear them.....I still fear them....
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There are things that are just as they are.
There are things that have never been what they appeared to be.
For some reason I am always drawn to these things,
a rising star in their own right is the lost cause who cannot be helped,
devout faith in what cannot be proven with hope so broken that it cannot be restored
the strong who go on with the weakened soul that does not want to
victorious battles in a war that will never be won
deceitful truths that tell no lies but reveal nothing
pride that comes from the source of envy
love that retains all levels of hate
Enemies who share your secrets and call you friend
an idea of heaven shot straight to hell