I am listening to the Panel that delt with the 911 issues. It's about an 1 45+ long. Very intresting it is. It makes me think about what was done prior to 911 and why we could have known. Is there a way it could have been prevented? This is one of the issues that would be in the "What If " Book I've read. There is still alot going on that we don't understand, we are still trying to figure them out and trying to get them...them being the terrorist.
So currently I am taking 3 classes, Forensic Psyc, Comp something or rather, and Intro to CJ.
So maybe one day I will be a cop who knows, maybe one day I'll be an analyst working for the CIA or FBI, or another form of DOD type company. Hopefully we will never have to do this again, hopefully . . . .
"We are profoundly sorry we did all we could, we did our best..." ~ CTC

Hello World,
How goes life in everyones niche' of the woods?

" I wanted you to know that I love the way you left, ... I know it serves me well, I wanna hold you, I am still you pain, cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome, and I don't feel right when youv'e gone away. "



Yes this is my world right now, and I've noticed that there is comfort down at the bottom of the bottles for me sometimes, nothing that I can't take care of. There is light out there somewhere for me. There must be. Do I know why I go through what I go through? No I don't, I would ask why God has done these things to me, but I know most of my pain is self inflicted. Charles the book of positive thinking...not so much.

A pessimist? Me NO!

I figure there is a light at the end of the tunnel, even if I cannot see it. There it will be one day, and I will be free. Someday, my day will come.

"The worst is over now and we can breathe again.."

First day back was today...
almost good to be back at work.

Almost.............

It was a PT day, so I got to so some running, and now these old bones hurt like they haven't hurt in a long time. Thats because I'm a fatty though. =P
I feel like there is somethign I have been forgetting to do, I know there is something I need to do or say but it seems to always slip my mind. MY memory isn't what it should be, and I am not sure why. There is nothing so grand as to knowing that you were at one time something more (yes, dripping with sarcasm) and your not quite sure what happened.

SO I am running around like a chicken with my head cut off to get this whole wedding thing together. It would be nice if I could pin down a date. but there are somethings that people in our line of work just can't wish for, that my friend is one of them, predicitbility. There is none. They say they try, but not really.

Anyhow my friends, I leave now for this is me saying adu~

Calvin: "You know Hobbes, somedays not even the rocketship underpants can help"
Hobbes: "Well, youv'e done all that you can do"